Rambling On

I feel weird again. (this is normal for me).

Last month, I have been very depressive after finishing MCSD.NET course , mostly because I fear that no company would accept me (my grade is very poor -- 2.57).

Back to now, I have a salary, I really like my current job , I got a great girlfriend. Everyday I feel so happy. I feel very lucky.

I fear I would lose all this...

But I tell myself that it is illogical to deny changes. you can never just standing at the same place. You either move up or down, and that's depend on what you think is up and down.

For me, being closer to my goal is "up". "down" is quitting.

I don't plan to quit.